Soliloquies

"I will not always succeed
to forget what was once.
I took the coach, you said:
"We can save mum, this."
There you knew the way
- faster than I! -
What is evident, you know this fast,
what lies in secrecy, maybe you will never find out it?
Blackberry bushes line the former way for which we went together.
Today I nibble alone, wished me, I could give you, not only of it."