To me is as if I was pregnant inside
yes, really only for me.
Am full of new dreams
and longings even also!
My thick belly - of course and quite clearly! -
to see only for me.
In 40 days you will be 18 years old
you have left me long ago.
However, in me inside the other is stuck
whether boy or girl?
Now I do not want to know it at all
Since you fatherless child:
only my THOUGHT is!