Abderrahmane Ouacham

Lapse Of Memory !!!

Sittin in my dark N cold room
Trayin to remember something i know
Cant find the name, but its here
Somewhere in my mind, hauntin my thoughts
Troubles N weakness kill out my breath
Can i just remember? Thats what i want

Im still tryin but it seems to me out of reach
Whats happend to me? So confused, so afraid
Is this the beginning of the end? Hope Yes
Cuz i cant go on, its killin me softly
Nobody by my side, to help me give in
Dont wanna give in but what to do?
Lifes so hard to be lived this way
At the moment, sleepy, smokin the last one
Even the smoke let me down, disapear N let me alone

The lapse of memory, i heard about it
But never i believed in it, dont know why
Maybe Gods testin me to believe
But i hate tests, at least this kind of tests
That make me leave my world, my body N my soul
Wanna get rid of this soul but dont know how
Im so weak to think about suicide

Leavin my dark N cold room
In the middle of the night, goin out
To escape my pain, everythings so calm, so tender
But not me, still tryin to remember but nothing
Waitin for Gods help to hold my pain
To rejoin my dark N cold room
Hope thats only me, sufferin alone
From lapse of memory, cuz if u wanna kill someone
You dont have to use guns, just wish him
To suffer from lapse of memory !!!!


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Published on e-Stories.org on 01/13/2006.


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